FAMILY AND CHRISTMAS.

DEAR ROBIN AND FAMILY;
IT IS SO HARD TO BE AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU AT CHRISTMAS,NOTHING HELPS WITH THAT EITHER EXCEPT TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT. DO YOY KNOW ALL THE LETTERS HAVE LITTLE STARS ON THEM ON THE KEY BOARD WHEN YOU ARE LOOKING AT THEM THROUGH TEARS.I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH AND EVERYONE IS GETTING OLDER AND LIFE JUST LIFE JUST LETS THIS SEPARATION OF FAMILY GO ON IN THE NAME OF MAKING A LIVING BUT ALL I WANT TO DO IS HOLD MY DAUGHTER AND SON IN-LAW AND GRAND KIDS. THERE IS A BIG COUNTRY STUCK BETWEEN US AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO CAN CHANGE THAT. I WONDER HOW MANY TIMES DOES A MOTHERS HEART BREAK IN A LIFETIME AND HOW MANY TIMES IS TOO MANY. IT BREAKS MY HEART IN TWO NOT TO SEE ALL OF YOU EVERYDAY LIKE IT USED TO BE WHEN I WAS IN CONTROL OF THINGS,BUT KIDS GROW UP AND THEY GO AWAY AND NOTHING IS EVER THE SAME EVER AGAIN .YOU SETTLE FOR WHAT YOU CAN HAVE BUT IT IS SO SHORT OF WHAT COULD BE. I GUESS YOU COULD SAY NANNY IS LONESOME TODAY AND CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND THE FAMILY IS NOT AND SOMEHOW THAT IS ,JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TODAY,SO I WILL GO MAKE DINNER AND DRY THE TEARS FROM MY EYES THAT I CAN'T HOLD BACK. JESUS PROTECT MY FAMILY AND KEEP THEM SAFE UNTIL I CAN SEE THEM AGAIN..... LOVE RENEE'