Tuesday, December 15, 2009

FAMILY AND CHRISTMAS.

DEAR ROBIN AND FAMILY;
IT IS SO HARD TO BE AWAY FROM ALL OF YOU AT CHRISTMAS,NOTHING HELPS WITH THAT EITHER EXCEPT TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT. DO YOY KNOW ALL THE LETTERS HAVE LITTLE STARS ON THEM ON THE KEY BOARD WHEN YOU ARE LOOKING AT THEM THROUGH TEARS.I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH AND EVERYONE IS GETTING OLDER AND LIFE JUST LIFE JUST LETS THIS SEPARATION OF FAMILY GO ON IN THE NAME OF MAKING A LIVING BUT ALL I WANT TO DO IS HOLD MY DAUGHTER AND SON IN-LAW AND GRAND KIDS. THERE IS A BIG COUNTRY STUCK BETWEEN US AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO CAN CHANGE THAT. I WONDER HOW MANY TIMES DOES A MOTHERS HEART BREAK IN A LIFETIME AND HOW MANY TIMES IS TOO MANY. IT BREAKS MY HEART IN TWO NOT TO SEE ALL OF YOU EVERYDAY LIKE IT USED TO BE WHEN I WAS IN CONTROL OF THINGS,BUT KIDS GROW UP AND THEY GO AWAY AND NOTHING IS EVER THE SAME EVER AGAIN .YOU SETTLE FOR WHAT YOU CAN HAVE BUT IT IS SO SHORT OF WHAT COULD BE. I GUESS YOU COULD SAY NANNY IS LONESOME TODAY AND CHRISTMAS IS COMING AND THE FAMILY IS NOT AND SOMEHOW THAT IS ,JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TODAY,SO I WILL GO MAKE DINNER AND DRY THE TEARS FROM MY EYES THAT I CAN'T HOLD BACK. JESUS PROTECT MY FAMILY AND KEEP THEM SAFE UNTIL I CAN SEE THEM AGAIN..... LOVE RENEE'

I HAVE THE CONTROL ....

DEAR SEA GLASS LOVER;
LET'S MAKE SOME SEA GLASS JEWELRY AND HAVE SOME FUN.THIS MORNING I MADE SIX PENDANTS AND I AM GOING BACK AT IT IN A MINUTE, BECAUSE IT IS FUN. IT IS
FOGGY OUT TODAY IN ST.CHARLES,PRINCE EDWARD ISLAND AND WINTER IS TRYING TO GET STARTED SO I GUESS SEA GLASS HUNTING IS OVER FOR THIS YEAR,BUT I HOPE NOT I CAN REMEMBER SLIDING DOWN THE BANK TO THE WATERS EDGE IN MY SNOW PANTS SO NEVER SAY NEVER......I HAVE TO LEARN TO ENJOY THE WINTER,IT IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAT THE DREADED SNOW STORMS WHICH KEEP US ALL IN THE HOUSE WITH THE POWER OFF,AND WHAT WAS SO WRONG WITH THAT? I REMEMBER THOSE WERE PRETTY GOOD TIMES,THE KIDS WERE SENT HOME FROM SCHOOL AND EVENING WOULD COME AND LAMPS WERE LIT. LET IT SNOW....LET IT SNOW....LET IT SNOW. ANYWAY I AM HEADING OFF TO MY STUDIO TO BE CREATIVE............I'LL BE BACK.........RENEE'

RENEE'S SEAGLASS STUDIO AND GALLERY.

DEAR SEA GLASS JEWELRY LOVER ;
I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THE PAINS OF TRYING TO START A SMALL FAMILY BUSINESS .NOTHING CAN PREPARE YOU FOR THE DIRECTION IT CAN TAKE.YOU START OFF IN CONTROL AND IT IS ALL ABOUT DESIGN AND HOW HAPPY EVERYONE IS WITH EACH PIECE AND THEY ARE SELLING AND PEOPLE COMPLEMENT YOU ON YOUR STYLE AND ALL THIS IS GREAT,THEN YOU HAVE PST. AND GST AND MERCHANT ACCOUNTS AND CELL PHONE FEE'S AND ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL ,YOU HAVE TO DO THIS AND YOU HAVE TO DO THAT.......HOLD ON .....WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS? OR THAT,WAIT A MINUTE.............THIS IS STARTING TO SOUND LIKE THE JOB I LEFT.............................................................I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SEA GLASS JEWELRY AND MAKE ENOUGH MONEY TO SUPPORT MY HOBBY AND ME AND NOW IT IS ALL ABOUT, WHAT I HAVE TO DO FOR THE BUSINESS . IT IS ALL ABOUT THE BUSINESS. I HAVE AN IDEA, I AM GOING TO DO IT MY WAY AND AT MY PACE AND WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS THEN.( SEA GLASS HAS TO REMAIN FUN)